Currently Playing The Bridge By Letter Kills see related

- I JUST STARTED LISTEN TO THEM.. THERE REALLY GOOD-

I HAVENT WROTE IN HERE IS SO LONG.. WOW.. WELL WHAT IS NEW W/ ME..? UMMM.. TODAY I WOKE UP SICK AS HELL- WROST CRAMPS I'VE EVER HAD.. DIDNT EAT TILL 10 2NIGHT..THEN I HAD PRACTICE 2NIGHT.. OH YEA I MADE JV VOLLEYBALL FOR SIMI.. TRY OUTS WERE UM- WED.THURS.FRIDAY.. N THEN MONDAY N TUESDAY- SOMETHING LIKE THAT-ANYWAYS.I ALSO FOUND OUT THAT MY SURGERY IS GONNA B ON THE 13.. N CHA CHA ISNT EVEN GONNA B HEAR.. BUT ITS OKAY.. COS HE'S DOING SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT.. N I'M PROUD OF YA DOIN THAT- BUT...I'M VERY CONFUSED N I HAVE A LOT OF MIXED EMOTIONS ABOUT SOMETHINGS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.. I DONT KNO WHAT 2 DO.. I MIGHT GO TO THE RIVER THIS WEEKEND JUS 2 GET AWAY-COS I'M REALLY STRESSED.. IF NOT THEN WERE GOING TO THE BEACH I THINK OR DISNEYLAND..  BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN.. UM MY BAYBEE'S @ CHEER CAMP- I MISS HER SOO MUCH- I LOVE U BITCH!  ANYWAYS.. I NEED HELP WITH SOMETHINGS-

DONT BELIEVE IN ME

DONT BELIEVE IN ME

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CAUSE I WILL LET YOU DOWN

Currently Playing The Reason By Hoobastank see related

- i <33 my boys! lol -

Hey guys..

Omgosh i havent wrote in herre in sooo frikin long- wow.. but anyways..... whats new w / me.... i went to cha' cha's house on monday.. n wen i went 2 my heart appointment i found out i gotta have surgery.. so that will b fun.. actually it wont .. it will b a bummer!  but w.e my mommy n daddy will b there 4 me! so thank god 4 that.. i talked 2 rachel last night 4ever n omgosh 2day too n wow peple are sooo stupid.. like omg i cant believe how rude they can be.. even wen there joking around.. its amazing .. but yea.. so 2night.. i might go out.. i'm not sure.. cos i got a text from hunter n him n chaz are friends now.. so thats good guys! lol i'm glad u solved yer differences  ha- but if not 2night then 2marrow 4 sure cos i'm leaving saturday for a wedding in santa barbara... which will much fun..... lol no really it might actaully b cos i get 2 go 2 the beach.. n everyone knows i <33 it there so yea.. but anyways..... i'll b bak sunday 4 that thing.. so yea i'm go cos i think its dinner time .. not really sure .. talk 2 u guys later <33 u lots! xoxox

.  i <33 ya cha cha  haha

Currently Playing Make Yourself at Home By The Starting Line see related

Hey! Well 2day i went running really early! lol w/ lauren- n now i have a appointment in a few hours- i had one yesturday n have another 1 2marrow- lol nothings wrong w/ me dont worry- haha but anyways yea i had a deep talk 2 lindsay last night-- lol that was fun we sud do that again-ha- but anyways i gotta go get reddy- this is a really crap entry but sorry- love ya lots! xoox

<<33--CareZ

Currently Playing What It Is to Burn By Finch see related

- #8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -

Wow- i havent wrote in this f**er 4 so long- lol wellll, yea i got bak from the river like .. yesturday then i went too a bday party- n then had n appointment @ like 12 then yea got my picture in the mail- best school picture yet! lol there always like so nasty but this one is pretty damn good- lol but anyways i havta go 2 the grocery store cos we have no food- so yea hope u had a great 4th of july- i kno i did- hA-

PeAcE oUt Ya'Ll-!

<33 mUaH-!

Currently Watching The Simple Life see related

Hey,

Well 2day i'm jus packing 4 the river n i jus got bak from the shoe store  lol n got 4 pairs of cute shoes :) lol so anyways- yea i'm leavin 2marrow n coming bak like -- a long time- lol a week in a half i think its like 11 days .. but hopefully in that amount of time i can figure somethings out thats going on in my life right now. cos i'm confused n i dont really have my shit 2gether so hopefully it will help jus 2 get away from everything-- n ESPICALLY 1 FUKER! lol kk that was a bit mean but the person is such a self-centered asshole that he/she wont ever kno! lol but trust me its prolly not u-- but the person might no.. kk moving on- lol so 2night all my shows are on! that's gonna b great! .. simple life :) ashleeeee simpson show n newlyweds .. it will b great- lol but last night .. did any1 see the real world the last one?  that was almost as bad as the friends one.. actually nothing will compare 2 the friends ones that was like my world ending-- well like my childhood- growing up watching that show :( kk lets make this entry a lil bit sadder kk? cari? lol aright i'ma fukin retard talking 2 myself so i'm jus gonna go b4 i make a bigger ass outta myself- lol xoxoxox peace guys i'll write again wen i get bak from the river--

<33 Cari-